Thursday, May 1, 2014

A Redwoods Immersion


The Ignatian Center of Santa Clara University, as part of the mission of the Jesuit Higher Education, sponsors Immersion experiences for students to places with special needs.  Santa Clara's website explains the purpose of Immersions:

 “These mutually enriching programs provide students with the opportunity to experience different cultures and diverse socioeconomic environments and to witness firsthand the challenges faced by marginalized communities.”

Usually places such as the inner city and poorer parts of world are chosen to host the students.  Last March, Santa Clara tried a new kind of Immersion and sent 10 students and 2 team leaders to Redwoods Monastery: a very different kind of marginalized community with a very unique culture (Cistercian monasticism based on the Rule of St Benedict) and an interesting socioeconomic environment. (We live by the work of our hands and own no property.)

The sisters at Redwoods entered this project in faith and not without some trepidation.  We knew that the students were both men and women between the ages of 19 and 22, representing variety of cultures and a wide range of backgrounds, interests and academic disciplines.  Some majored in biology, math or engineering;  others in computer science, theology or political science.

But the students were not unprepared for monastic life.  They had spent months before hand with staff at the Ignatian Center learning about monastic and church history, monastic practices and prayer.  By the time they arrived at Redwoods, they constituted a well-formed community ready for their week immersion experience.

One of the first group activities was a tour of the monastery.  Sr Claire and I lead the tour and pointed out a redwood with a ten foot long scar across its trunk. I told them the story of how the previous owner of the property, Bob Usher, had saved this redwood tree in the late 1940's.  As he was driving by one day, he heard the loggers sawing and told them to stop - that he was buying the property.  Bob a lover of trees and God eventually gave the property to the sisters for the construction of the monastery.  On hearing this story, one of the students said, "I feel like hugging this tree.  Let's all do it."  And so began the Immersion…

This image of 12 young people, connected, hugging an ancient tree (1600 years old) became icon for the Immersion. The redwood would have been a small seedling when the first monasteries were built in the West and later a towering tree when St Benedict wrote his Rule.  And now in the 21st century, these young people were open and enthusiastic, embracing a tradition centuries old just like they embraced the redwood.

The week of Immersion was marked by a somewhat rigorous monastic schedule of early rising, prayer and meditation, liturgy of the hours, lectio, conferences, work and meals.  In choir our voices soon blended into a steady and full stream of chant as the liturgy of the hours provided the basic structure of our day and the rhythm of our prayer and our community life.  Our guests arrived to choir on time and participated fully at each 6 hours of prayer.  No small task, even for seasoned monastics!

Lectio divina (close and prayerful reading of scripture) was done in common after breakfast for an hour.  Later in the morning, conferences were given by the sisters and the Immersion staff. One of the most impressive aspects of these students was their ability to read scripture with an open heart and cut to the meaning of the passage, applying it to their personal experience.

In the afternoon, the students tried their hand at manual labor done mostly in silence.  There were some very impressive and dedicated gardeners among them who helped Sr Ann Marie with weeding and vegetable bed preparation.  Others spent their time in the kitchen, diligently cracking nuts with Sr Victoria.  Another group worked in the redwood grove collecting fallen limbs and trimming huckleberry bushes while enjoying the beauty of these ancient giants.  Finally, a group of young men cleaned hard to reach places in our monastery.

 Was the week of Immersion beneficial?  Absolutely.  For that week, the size of our monastery doubled.  We were exposed en masse to a group of young people who were remarkably responsive and accepting of our way of life.  They seemed to naturally fall into the rhythm of monastic life without losing their spontaneity or zest for life.  It gave us hope that monasticism can still be meaningful to a new generation of adults.

The students also seemed to benefit from the Immersion.  Before they left Redwoods, they told the sisters about what affected them most during their stay.  Some spoke of their personal experience deepening in prayer or meditation and self-knowledge.  Others felt that the Immersion helped them to reevaluate important relationships.  They also discovered that being alone and being with oneself was not "lonely" but made them calmer and more self-assured. Without cell phones, internet and school and social pressures they experienced “rest.” (In the monastic tradition this is known as “quies.”)  Jowy, a musician in the group, reflected that without rests, there could be no music.


The importance of the Immersion was its reciprocity. Both groups, the sisters and the students, grew from the encounter and the embrace.  We accepted each other and formed a unique ecclesia in the Redwoods.



Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Feast of All Benedictine Saints

Today at Vigils we prayed:
O God, you promise those who enter the narrow gate, life in abundance.  May we learn from the example of St. Benedict and his disciples to see all things in your grace and to live in this world as your new creation.  This we ask though Christ our Lord.  Amen.
This prayer links two images: the narrow gate or door, and newness of all things in Christ.  What is this narrow gate?  The prayer implies that it is life in the monastery and St Benedict in his rule agrees saying:
But if a certain strictness results from the dictates of equity
for the amendment of vices or the preservation of charity,
do not be at once dismayed and fly from the way of salvation,
whose entrance cannot but be narrow (Matt. 7:14) (Prologue Rule of St Benedict)
Having lived in the monastery for almost 20 years, I have seen many enter, but few persevere.  Is it because the way is narrow or too restrictive?  Is it really that difficult?  It is easy to look at the monastery and see it as only a place of renunciation.  We give up setting our own schedules. We pray even when we don't feel like it and we try to live under a vow of obedience to a superior.   We keep an enclosure that is not only physical but also spiritual and psychological.  This is the discipline of guarding the heart.  All these things may seem difficult and they are at first, but most enter the monastery with a certain zeal that gives initial energy to accept these hardships.

No, the the real test of a monastic vocation is the long haul.  The "everydayness" of the life - where it becomes tedious, or as the Constitutions of our order states, "ordinary, laborious and obscure."  (Constitution 3.5)  This is the real narrow gate.  We are not special anymore - not even to ourselves.  

Having encountered this point of temptation and testing, one can easily give up: quit the wilderness and return to a life that offers more of a sense of gratification.  And that may be the right decision for that person.  But for others these points of crises can resolve into a new creation.  A new appreciation of who am really am and who God is for me.  
So whoever is in Christ is a new creation: the old things have passed away; behold, new things have come. (St Paul, 2 Corinthians 5:17)
Let's remember today all those who persevered in Benedictine monastic life and became models and guides for others.  May they help us to live in this world as a new creation in Christ.

Sr Suzanne

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

Monastic Experience Weekend - Summer 2013

This summer Redwoods Monastery hosted a weekend geared especially for young women (ages 18-40) who were interested in learning more about monasticism and contemplative prayer. 6 women attended – most in their early twenties. Some were interested in a religious vocation but most came just to experience a deeper level of prayer. This was the second year we hosted this event and we now hope to make it an annual event.

 Our guests followed our monastic schedule of prayer, spiritual reading, and manual labor. They got up and joined the sisters for meditation first thing in the morning. For some, this was a stretch. But all believed they benefitted from the experience. Coming from a busy world of work, school, and social life into the silence of the redwoods can be a dramatic transition. Cell phones don’t get reception here; there is no texting or wifi for internet connection. Without these distractions, we hoped there would be space for each participant to enter deeply into her heart and soul and listen for God’s voice. This is the intent of the weekend.

 For morning work, they helped Sr Ann Marie in the garden and constructed a frame for the pole beans. Working with the hands, being in touch with the earth and collectively creating in community is a foundational monastic practice. Community life is a very simple joy and one that may well be hidden in today’s competitive work and study environments.

 There were three conferences during the weekend. The first was of a very introductory nature, explaining our prayer practices and giving suggestions for morning meditation. In the second conference, we showed a DVD we recently filmed about our life at Redwoods. Sisters also shared their own vocation stories and impressions of monastic life. This conference is usually the most meaningful to the participants. They want to hear about our personal journey to the monastery and the commitment to God that keeps us here. One woman commented that though our life is restrictive, we seem happy, free, and emotionally balanced. She didn’t expect the joy she saw in us.

 The final conference was on the monastic practice of Lectio Divina. This is a very traditional practice where scripture is read very slowly and intentionally, listening for the voice of God in the reading. What is God telling me personally through this reading? How do I connect this scripture with my life? We read silently and then shared about the text. The conference gave the participants the opportunity not only to explore scripture, but also to open up new vistas and insights into their personal lives and experiences of God.

 The impact of the Monastic Experience was reciprocal. The Redwoods community was enriched by seeing young people really “get” our life. They entered into it with “beginner’s mind” and reflected back the treasures of monastic life that we sometimes take for granted.

 Of course no experience of Redwoods would be complete without walks in the woods, animal watching, and star gazing. And nature did not disappoint us. A doe gave birth under right outside the cloister windows and the mother deer proudly showed off her newborn twins to our guests.
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On the evaluation for the Monastic Experience Weekend, we asked the question, “What did you find most beneficial to you personally?” Here are some of their responses:
To be given the chance to step into the life here. For me it was really valuable to experience for myself how a life of prayer actually works… not just the Office and Mass… but work and living in the surroundings here are a part of the holistic life style.

The joyful openness everyone fosters here. I felt free to explore the forest, which I know gives me life, but also invited to interact with everyone because of the joy with which you life.

It was the common prayer - when prayers were offered, sung with beautiful voices, profoundness could be felt. I felt inspired as prayers were offered amidst beautiful nature reflected on the glass (in the church)

To join in the gardening as a group is something I did not expect, but it was fun, meaningful when we ate something that we grew.

Thursday, March 28, 2013

How Do We Serve

Pope Francis is a man who is leading his Church by example.  Today he is holding Holy Thursday services at a prison for juveniles on the outskirts of Rome.  He showing us how to serve the marginalized, the poor, those shunned and feared by society.  He has told us this week that we are not to be a complacent 99% but rather extend a hand and a heart to the most vulnerable and disenfranchised.  Live Christ's Gospel of love not only in the Church or Monastery, but in the world. With that message of love we enter these most sacred days of the Church calendar.

At Redwoods we began the Triduum with a chapter talk by Sr Kathy, Abbess.  She emphasized the importance of our images of God; how they influence our relationships with one another and even extend into the world. The liturgy today exposes a radical new view of a "God with us." It is Christ who feeds us with his body and blood and washes our feet in personal service.
Hear the entire Holy Thursday message:

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

The Christmas Season

 
It's now almost February and the Church calendar is propelling us toward Lent. But before we leave Winter all together I would like to recount highlights of Advent and Christmas 2012 at Redwoods Monastery.

Every Advent at Redwoods is begun with the making of the Advent wreath. The sisters gather at Vespers of the first Sunday of Advent with greens collected from the surrounding forests. We lay our green on the wreath with an intention for this Advent time - an intention that will help us prepare our hearts for the coming of Christ.

This past year, Sr Kathy gave the following chapter talks to help prepare us for the Coming of the Lord.

First Sunday of Advent. 
Second Sunday of Advent:
Third Sunday of Advent:

Christmas Eve in the monastery is marked by the placing of creche figures. Each community member makes their own figure from clay and bits of cloth and other decorations. This Creche is up for the entire Christmas Season and sits just in front of the altar. It is a tangible reminder of the Humility of God who become flesh for our sake.

Thursday, December 6, 2012

An Advent Meditation

Advent is a time of stillness and reflection.  Sister Julia of the Verbum Dei community in San Francisco created the following presentation from pictures she took of the monastery and surrounding areas.  May this meditation help us to recognize new Advents of the Lord in ourselves and in our communities.

Sunday, September 2, 2012

The Monastic Journey of Sr Godelieve

Sr. Godelieve recounts her call to the Monastery first in Belgium at the monastery of Our Lady of Nazareth and then in the United States at Redwoods. She talks of her contemplative awakening through the years and the role the monastery played in her life. Sr Godelieve at 89 years old is the senior member of our community. She is a musician, contemplative, prophetic witness to Christ in the world through social justice and most beloved sister.